November 12, 2009 - Posted by Josh - 3 Comments
It’s time to use this place as what it was intended for: My personal collection of thoughts and updates for people who care about me. Both of them :D So expect more posts than I did so far. Mostly stuff happening in my online and offline life (nothing *too* personal since it’s still a public blog) and a random picture. Here we go:
I got my first cheques from my new job a while ago and now, three weeks later, they finally got credited to my bank account. So I ordered my new credit card since I need a new one for a new PayPal account (the other four accounts I had where all banned because they said I “sold adult pictures on milkboys.org”.). I couldn’t decide for one motif so I’ll ordered the vampire boy card for now (had to cut out the blood tho because they don’t allow “violent” pictures) and will order the colourful card as my second card later. Or should I take the world card?
Gosh, the ads on Spotify are so annoying. It’s just silly to listen to an über-evil dark electro band and after every three songs you hear some Swedish feel good pop ads! Argh! They are pretty smart ‘tho: If you turn down the volume level while the ad is playing it will just be paused until you turn up the volume again. Apropos: There is now a Spotify for films too in Sweden where you can watch thousands of films for free online. It’s called Voddler and is like Netflix streaming, just without paying for it. Just signed up for it, I love my Swedish IP :D
What else… I guess many of you noticed that Nibblebit, where many epheboblogs were hosted lately, now became the new Blogger rules-wise. They don’t allow *any* pictures of people under 18 anymore so I guess we can consider that idea dead. I was thinking about hosting some of the blogs from there but at the moment I tend to not doing it. It’s just too edgy and I don’t want to put the milkboys server at any risk. I do think that most of them should be legal but if we face the facts we have to admit that a fully clothed 17 year old in a “sexy pose” just is child porn nowadays. As sad as this is.
November 9, 2009 - Posted by Josh - 3 Comments
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Rather than Boy amongst Humans ~ I’m Tree amongst Trees ~ Whispering with Leafs
August 30, 2009 - Posted by Josh - 5 Comments
"The so-called Christian nations are the most enlightened and progressive…but in spite of their religion, not because of it. The Church has opposed every innovation and discovery from the day of Galileo down to our own time, when the use of anesthetic in childbirth was regarded as a sin because it avoided the biblical curse pronounced against Eve. And every step in astronomy and geology ever taken has been opposed by bigotry and superstition. The Greeks surpassed us in artistic culture and in architecture five hundred years before Christian religion was born."
- Mark Twain
July 10, 2009 - Posted by Josh - 10 Comments
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“Sometimes i wish I could be a girl just for a while. I’d wear really short skirts. I’d go commando of course. I’d go to the mall to pick up some 14 year old blond boys high on testosterone. I’d tease them all the way home. I’d enjoy the people shaking their heads about the naughty girl with the poor, innocent boys following her into her trap.”
“After luring them into my mansion I’d give them Absinthe. I’d read de Sade to them. I’d tell them to get naked. I’d let them undress myself. I’d love how they watch me in amazement. I’d play with them in the garden. I’d paint on them. I’d make music with them. I’d eat with them. Strawberries. With pre-cum. I’d take a bath with them. I’d let them explore my body. I’d kiss them. Every spot of their skin. Bathed in Milk & Honey. I’d feel their golden hair amongst my fingers, their soft skin. And eventually I’d let them slide into myself. I’d ride them slowly. I’d suck off their holy youth. Up to the last drop. Becoming one with me.”
UPDATE: Alex made a neat. little story out of this :) Don’t miss the other three chapters of this story about a guy who gets turned into a teen girl ;)
June 10, 2009 - Posted by Josh - 5 Comments
Are girls the better gamers?
I play online games (mostly tactic shooters) for nearly ten years now and something that hits me every so often: I happen to have the most fun playing with girls – eh, yeah that sounds wrong but ya know what I mean ;p Let alone the fact that many game girls I know are one of the best players I met.
I dunno exactly what it is but they just seem to be more relaxed about gaming. Guys tend to get annoyed and aggressive while girls never take anything too serious (and still pown their enemies) and are good company to make all kind of stupid things in game. At least the ones I know are also a blast to voice chat with while we game, sometimes it can get hard to keep focused on the game ‘cause we laugh so much ^.^ I made some great male friends too (ranging from an utterly kind 13 year old to a 53 year old tool maker who can sing German folk songs) but in general it seems to me that girls are always a good choice if you look for people to game with.
Not only good at self play ;p
By the way: Let me know if you ever wanna play Battlefield, Left 4 Dead or Truth or Dare with me, I have Xfire, Steam and Skype ;)
June 7, 2009 - Posted by Josh - 11 Comments
So, I have voted today. The Pirate Party for the European Parliament and The Left for the city council of my hometown. It’s about time that we let people vote as soon as they get 16 – I heard from so many younger folks that they’d love to vote but they just can’t ‘cause a majority of politicians thinks their not “mature” enough to do so… which is crap of course. I know 14 year olds who are more mature than most people will ever be and age is a stupid concept in general. Everyone is talking about how kids are our future but when it comes to get them involved in creating their very future they’re not allowed to think for themselves? How does that make sense?
Give them a voice so they don’t have to riot anymore
May 14, 2009 - Posted by Josh - 20 Comments
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May 4, 2009 - Posted by Josh - 1 Comment
Written by stormofthefirefly
When no one is around, I talk to my imaginary friends. I would like to think all my friends have imaginary friends too… and when we’re together, our imaginary friends get together also and play imaginary games.
Imaginary friends don’t judge you, they always are into the same stuff you’re into, and always think you dress fabulously… even when in the shower. They’re always there when you need them, they never tell secrets, and don’t mind staying up late talking… even when it’s been a bad day.
I wonder if when I’m busy, my imaginary friends play with an imaginary me. Is he better than the actual me? Would we get along? What if he’s real and I’m the imaginary one? Sometimes I like to think I am the imaginary one. Sometimes I am the imaginary one.
April 18, 2009 - Posted by Josh - 3 Comments
Radio Revolutionist and Queer Artist Sidney wrote this over at Bleeding Queers:
“I always thought it was strange, and certainly racist that nude "Natives" were okay to view. Whereas gawking at naked white people was bad manners. Indeed these daze sometimes a crime. If the above or below lads were Northern European I ‘might’ have a problem with the server. Ever since I received a gift subscription of the Geographic when I was 10 I thought it’s odd that some folks were less than others. That was the inescapable lesson of that ‘zine. Mind you it ‘was’ the only game in town. If you ‘wanted’ to see naked folks, and you were a kid the National Geographic was our porn site of choice. Still you see my point. I always wanted to print up a reverse National Geographic where westerners would be shown in the same paternalist way as "we" saw the "Natives", …especially when they were naked.”
April 13, 2009 - Posted by Josh - 0 Comments
I honestly believe the world would be a better and more friendly place if we would give people the chance to play just a few minutes every day, to be not serious for just a short while, to stir their fantasy every now and then. I mean… did you ever hear about a spree killer who was a role player? ;)
